I have had this blog since I was in high school. My first attempted one came around the age of eleven. I have deleted so many over the years, including revamping this very blog itself. It’s difficult because I never had a “theme”—my life was the theme. My life is changing every day. I am not the same person I was yesterday, nor last month, and not the same woman I was a year ago. I regret not keeping my posts over the years that documented all the changes and progress that made me who I am in this moment.
Waiting, waiting, waiting. All my life, I've been waiting for my life to begin, as if somehow my life was ahead of me, and that someday I would arrive at it.